complete shock.â
âIt must have been. Like a bad dream, I suppose. When I tell everyone I reckon theyâll all be pretty shocked too.â
âI didnât think it appropriate for me to announce it during dinner, but could you find the right moment and let everyone know?â
âOf course I will, donât you worry. But Mr Asai, there was no need to hold back. Weâve all known you for years! You should feel at home here.â
âIâm sorry â I do have one more request. After I leave, the director general will be travelling by himself. I donât suppose you could suggest someone to look after him? Itâs too late to get anyone from the ministry, but tomorrow morning could you give the Hiroshima office a call and get the director of General Affairs to meet him at the station and stay with him for the rest of the trip?â
âGot it. But you really shouldnât be worrying about work at a time like this.â
There was pity in Yagishitaâs voice.
âNo, no. Itâs fine. Itâs my job, after all. I have to hand over the reins in a responsible manner. I canât be seen to get distracted by personal matters.â
âBut your wife has passed away. Itâs completely different.â
âI suppose so. But I still have to make a distinction between personal and professional matters. After I leave, the director general is going to be all alone, and thatâs not going to make him look good at all.â
âYeah, well, I suppose youâre right, but ââ
âAnyway, could you do that for me?â
âSure. No problem. Have a safe trip home!â
Asai stopped walking for a moment and leaned to whisper in Yagishitaâs ear.
âWhat do you think about the girl sitting across from Mr Shiraishi? Do you think anythingâs going to come of that?â
Yagishita looked stunned. Apparently, when it came to his bosses, nothing escaped Asaiâs attention.
âMr Asai. Youâre not worrying yourself about that sort of thing at a time like this, are you?â
It wasnât until much later that Asai finally began to recover from the shock. Rattled around by the movement of the overnight train, he lay awake and began to think. Where had Eiko been when sheâd had the heart attack? Heâd forgotten to ask.
2
Following Eikoâs funeral, Asai observed the seventh-day Buddhist memorial service, but once that was over the house felt empty. Itâd be a long time before everyone would get together again. Thereâd be the next memorial on the first anniversary of her death, but Asai wasnât sure how many of Eikoâs relatives were likely to turn up. He and Eiko had no children, so it felt as if the family line had ended with her death.
Asai and Eikoâs marriage had lasted seven years. Theyâd married a year after Asaiâs first wife had passed away. Heâd been thirty-five, and she eight years his junior. At twenty-seven, it was Eikoâs first marriage. The matchmaker told him that sheâd been very picky early on about who sheâd accept a marriage proposal from, and that gradually her chances of finding someone had faded. When they first came face to face, Asai had guessed that was true. She wasnât all that great-looking, but he was attracted by her cheerful smile.
Asai had expressed a strong interest in Eiko, perhaps because his first wife had been rather plain-looking. However, the matchmaker didnât bring him an immediate acceptance of his proposal. Eiko had hesitated. He hadnât been sure if it was something to do with herage â twenty-seven was late for a first marriage â or if it had been a problem for her that it was his second. Asai also knew he wasnât exactly a great looker himself; heâd never been popular with the ladies. The only thing really going for him was the stability of his job as a civil servant, but even that didnât pay