refused my request. How can I sit here and know that he is in pain? I must do something. I need to find away. I am just glad that Rosa-Lee did not witness this brutality. My heart aches for her and for him. She searched for him all day but I simply had no heart to tell her the truth. It would break her heart. ††† September 23, 1621 Finally Alfonso managed to get me to Cisco. When I reached him he had a high fever. I brought some ointment and tended his wounds. He was delirious, calling out my name. I made him as comfortable as I could. For a long time I sat next to him and watched as he slept. Several times I calmed him down when the fever-induced dreams made him want to get out of the bed. The moment I spoke to him and told him how much I love him he was peaceful and slept. I wanted to stay but Alfonso convinced me it would not be wise for the captain to find me there. At least I know he will be all right tonight. Alfonso promised me he will stay close and let me know if anything changes. I miss Cisco. ††† September 26, 1621 Today the sea was stormy. The clouds formed over us, dark and menacing. But at least Cisco is better. He had his first meal in three days. Alfonso assured me he would be all right. I could only see him for short intervals in the last few days. Alfonso guarded the door at all times. Cisco is strong. I know that. But I cleaned and tended the wounds the best I could. Soon he will be up. I actually loved this time. I could attend to him and touch him often. I know I love him. Somehow I will find a way to be with him always. But I must admit the weather has me worried. Even the captain is not his usual confident self. I really hope the ship will hold up. It took a while to get Rosa-Lee to sleep. The motion of the ship where more fierce than what we are used to. It rolls from side to side, the upper decks swaying into the waves. My stomach churns with every motion. Oh Lord, keep us safe. Help us to find a way to be together. 1 December 25, 1623 It has been two years since our journey of survival began in Africa. Two years since I have written anything down in my diary, the only book I was able to save on that hopeless night of September 29, 1621. But before I capture those terrible events, I want to pen down my love's reaction to the estate we will be living in for the rest of our lives. In the end it became possible for us to be together. The price was high but we have survived and I know with Cisco at my side I can face anything else. As a Christmas gift I gave him full ownership of my estate. It has been handed down from generation to generation of Artiagas . I knew he would be the perfect land owner to continue the legacy my family started, and that my inheritance was safe. When Rosa-Lee climbed on his lap to give him a big wet kiss he smiled down at her and gave her a bear hug. The last few days he had been extremely emotional. We both felt a deep compassion for him. I feel proud to know this man, my husband, Cisco Almaida. When I handed him the papers he was shocked. Disbelief shone clear in the blue depths of his eyes. He had the same expression when we first arrived two days ago. He could not believe the large estate or the castle, built by my great-great grandfather all those years ago. When we arrived Cisco only stared at the estate, the manicured gardens and lawns only yellow due to the cold weather, and I had to encourage him to step into the castle as man of the house. This was more than he ever dreamed of. His mind was stunned and dumbfounded at the magnitude of the riches he faced. I had told him about the place, to prepare him, but I knew he would only appreciate it fully when he saw it. He stood in the enormous foyer of the castle and gaped in awe. The magnificent wooden staircase spiralled to the upper levels. The black and white marble tiles gleamed in the late sunlight. Fires were already laid