hand me that butter dish?â
Nora turned, her elbow knocking the glass sheâd just filled. It bobbled then fell over, drenching the table and nearby dishes.
âOh no.â She looked around for a place to put the pitcher. Put it on the table and tried to pick up the glass and ice cubes. âIâm sorry.â
âItâs okay,â Gran said, snatching a towel off the peg by the sink and tossing it over the spill. âThis table has seen its share of overturned water glasses and worse.â
âItâs not okay. Iâm so clumsy. I canât do anything right.â
âNora!â Meri said. âWhatâs with that? Itâs so not true.â She took a plate that had gotten the worst of the spill and tipped it over in the sink. âThere. Like new.â
But Nora just stood there, looking like she was about to burst into tears.
âYouâre very graceful,â Gran said. âWeâre none of us at our ease these days. Itâs bound to happen when big changes are coming. Good changes,â she added.
An audible gulp escaped from Nora.
Meri frowned and glanced at Alden. He was concentrating on the chicken.
The spill was quickly cleaned up and the dishes replaced. Alden brought the chicken to the table.
Meri dropped a big chunk of butter on the beans, and Gran brought wineglasses for the three adults.
âMilk or juice?â she asked Nora.
âNothing, just water.â
Meri looked more closely at Nora. Was she getting sick? Was something bothering her? Something at school? Should she try to have a girl-Âto-Âgirl talk with her after dinner? Theyâd always been able to talk before. But that might change, too. Being stepmother to two teenagers was unknown territory. Would Nora still want to talk to her?
Maybe she should mention something to Alden. Sometimes he could be so clueless, she thought, exasperated. Just as she thought it, he stepped behind his daughter and gave her a quick squeeze.
Okay, so not so clueless. Actually, to be fair, he was usually very with it. Gran was right. They were all a little on edge. Meri knew she was. Big changes.
N ORA THOUGHT DINNER would never end. Gran had made her favorites and she barely remembered eating them. And to make it worse, everybody kept asking her if she felt all right.
Well, she didnât. But she wasnât getting sick. It was something else.
She went straight to her room when they got home. Meri hadnât come with them. She said she wanted some alone time with Gran. But Nora heard her tell Alden that he should spend some time with her, Nora.
She groaned and threw herself on her bed. Now she was a chore.
She didnât give him the chance to spend time with her. When the two of them got home, she said she was tired and went to her room. She even locked her door, not that he would ever come in without knocking.
He was good that way, not like her mom, who used to pop in at the oddest moments. Nora knew it was because she was trying to catch her doing something wrong. But her dad wasnât like that. He trusted her.
She tried to imagine Meri sneaking up on her. Searching her drawers and backpack for contraband. Putting her on restriction for her bad attitude. Taking her cell away because she talked back. But she hadnât done anything to make Meri or her dad angry . . . at least that she knew of. But that might change.
Especially if Meri had a baby.
Nora turned over on her stomach. A baby . Of course, they would want to have their own family. Then it would start all over. But she would be gone by then. Another few months and sheâd be eighteen. She could get her own apartment. Or maybe sheâd go to college. Then it wouldnât matter . . . except on holidays. But what about Lucas?
She reached in her jeans pocket and pulled out her cell. Opened the text app.
We nd 2 talk. Pressed send.
Waited.
Five minutes. Ten. Where r u.
Nothing.
Another ten minutes