surgeonâfantastic. Neat, quick, decisiveâheâll be a real asset. Iâm not surprised he was a consultant. God only knows what heâs doing as a locum registrar.â
âHolding his family together, perhaps?â her mother suggested softly, and Kate felt a stab of guilt.
Was that what James was doing? Holding his family together?
âThen why not say so?â
âMaybe heâs a very private man. Maybe he doesnât want to talk about it. Maybe itâs messy and embarrassing or just too hurtful to talk about.â
Like her own divorce.
âMaybe,â she conceded, wondering.
âCut him a little slack, Kate,â her mother advised. âGive him timeâfor the children.â
âWe donât even know if there are any children,â she pointed out, but she had to bear it in mind, just in case. She couldnât do anything else, because without her parents, who werenât her parents at all, her life would have been very, very different.
âOK, enough about work. How are you guys? Good day?â she said, handing over the conversation to them. Piling the hot, steaming sprouts onto her plate, she poured over the gravy, picked up her knife and fork and started eating as she listened.
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He couldnât sleep.
Apart from the fact that he was kicking himself about the bloody form heâd failed to send in, and the heart-rending interview heâd had with Amanda Symes at her sleeping husbandâs bedside in the high-dependency unit, there was an image of Kate Burgess in her underwear burned onto his retinas, and every time he closed his eyes he could see it, the smooth skin, the sleek curvesâand the ugly, wicked scar that snaked over her ribs.
Surgery. Emergency surgery. A thoracotomy?
Looked like it. Heâd dragged his eyes away and finished dressing, and then for the rest of the day heâd felt as if his eyes were burning through her clothes. It was a wonder they hadnât caught fire, and he was stunned at himself.
He hadnât looked at another woman since heâd met Beth eight years ago, and he sure as hell didnât need to be fantasising about a woman who wouldnât be out of place in The Taming of the Shrew !
No. That was unfair. Sheâd been right, he should have been there on time with all his boxes ticked. It had been unprofessional, and all the excuses in the world wouldnât make it right.
He swallowed the disappointment that heâd let himself down at the first hurdle. Stupid, stupid oversight. And now, of course, sheâd be worried that his paperwork wouldnât be up to scratch.
Well, heâd just have to prove her wrong.
He rolled to his side, punched his pillow and rammed it into the side of his neck, then closed his eyes and saw her again. Naked, except for a few scraps of outrageous underwear and a scar that raised more questions than he wanted answers for.
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He was on time the next day, but he looked exhausted.
âHowâs Stephen Symes?â he asked without preamble, and Kate gave him a searching look and smiled pointedly. âGood morning.â
âMorning. Sorry,â he mumbled. âSoâMr Symes?â
âHeâs back on the ward. He spent the night in HDU but heâs OK. The histologyâs back.â
âBad?â he asked, and she nodded.
âAs it can be,â she told him, and the muscle in his jaw tensed. âItâs a grade three, dirty marginsâbut we knew that at the time, knew we hadnât got all of it. And the histology indicates that itâs aggressive, which is borne out by the liver involvement. So itâs Stage IV, as we suspected, and weâre talking palliative care. Oncology is onto it.â
âHave you spoken to him, or have they? Told him the news?â
âI thought I might let you do that, as you were the one who operated, and as you spoke to his wife yesterday afternoon. I gather from what
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