up.â
âIâve seen worse. Weâve seen worse together.â
âRight,â he agreed after a moment.
We were both thinking about the decomposed bodies weâd found little more than a year before in the woods close to the town mortuary.
âI still donât like to think about that,â he said quietly.
âSo youâd understand,â I pressed, âif I just had a look into this for a day or two, completely out of your hair. To appease Lucy. I know it was just an accident.â
âWhat did I just say?â he snapped, irritation growing for some reason. âI donât want you in this mess. Iâm really busy.â
âI know,â I cut him off.
I didnât want to hear the litany of troubles I was afraid he might recite. Not because I was uncaring, but because I knew the effect they were having on himâand his home life. His wife, Girlinda, had called me in tears several times over the summer.
âKeep me posted, then,â I said, clipped.
He knew Iâd look into things for Lucindaâs sake, but he was so strained I didnât want to press it then.
âRight,â he agreed, but clearly didnât mean it. ââHeyâ to Lucy.â
ââHeyâ to Girlinda.â
We hung up.
The kitchen door swung open and Lucinda stood sleepy-eyed in the doorway. âThat was Skid?â she managed.
âIt was.â
âHowâs he doing?â She yawned.
âHe said âhey.â But he sounded shot. He worries too much.â
âOr something.â Her syllables insinuated what the whole town gossiped: Skid and his secretary, Melissa, were seeing one another.
âI donât want to have this discussion again about Skidmore,â I said, turning toward the percolator. âHeâs my oldest friend, I trust him, and thereâs nothing to all the talk about Melissa and him. Plus, you know that if Skidmore was seeing anyone but Girlinda, she would kill him, then call the doctor to revive him just so she could kill him again.â
Lucinda didnât seem in the mood for levity.
âWhere thereâs smoke, thereâs fire,â she said hoarsely, ambling into the kitchen.
âA stitch in time saves nine,â I intoned.
âWhat?â
âSorry,â I sniffed, âI thought you wanted to talk in clichés.â
That, of all things, made her smile.
âVery funny. Are you drinking my coffee?â She was content to change the subject. âThatâs a warning, a danger sign.â
âI know,â I agreed. âItâs the last days.â
She shuffled to the table and sat; I poured coffee into her favorite mug. The sun insisted on tidying the room, making it clean of any shadow the night had left behind. Walls were washed in amber morning light, and everything seemed better when I sat beside her, even to drink the awful brew.
Silence spoke volumes; our eyes didnât meet. It was the sort of conversation weâd been having, on and off, since we were both fourteen. Some things are understood between two people who know
each other that well and donât need to be said. Unfortunately, other things that yearn to be said sit silent too and make a palpable wall of longing.
âWill you be all right if I just slip over to Pine City for a few hours now?â I stood and took my cup to the sink.
âOf course,â she said firmly, staring out the window. âI want you to go look into things. Iâll be okay.â
âI know, I was just making sure you were ready for me to leave.
Her chair scraped a harsh yelp across the floor as she turned to look at me.
âYou know Iâm never ready for you to leave, Fever,â she said softly, ânot to go to college or off to teach, not even to walk into the next room most of the time. I wouldnât mind it if we were never much out of sight. But I donât expect thatâs what you