said to run.â
âI know. Thatâs okay. Did you happen to hear anything?â
âNo. Just some kind of arguing and when I opened the door from my room, she said I should leave.â
âHow did she say it? Calmly orââ
â âRun, Matt, go, leave!â stuff like that. She said I should go to a neighbor, but I didnât.â
âWhy?â
âI didnât feel like it.â His face began to collapse.
âOkay. Thatâs all right.â
âBecause I wanted to help. I took the phone on the way out.â
âWhere did you go?â
âJust down the steps. When I got outside, I called 911. I said, âA man is bothering my mother.â Some lady said okay and she asked for our address. But it didnât feel like she was going to do anything. So, so I snuck back.â
âSame way?â
âNo, I came around the front.â
âWere you afraid to come back?â
âYeah. But I ⦠didnât know what else to do.â
âDid you see him again? When you came back?â
âNo. He was gone.â
Though it was excruciating to wait out the boyâs struggle, to wait for what would come next, Christie allowed a silence to intervene.
After a while Matthew said, âShe was on the floor and there was blood everywhere. I tried to talk to her, but she couldnât hear. Right away I called 911 again, because I knew the lady who answered didnât care when I called before. I asked for an ambulance.â
Colleen took a step away. She was near tears.
âYou didnât do anything wrong, Matt. It seems like you did just about everything right, okay?â
âThen I ran next door. Mrs. Panikkar didnât understand why I wanted her husband until I dragged her. Then she ran back to her place and I could hear her calling him in her language.â
âThat was a sensible thing to try,â Christie said. âWasnât it?â
Colleen, her voice raspy, said, âI think it was very smart.â
Matthew twitched and looked down.
âSomething else you want to say?â
âNo,â the boy said. âYes. Was he my father?â
âI donât know. Your mother told you he wasnât?â
âYes.â
âDid she tell you anything else about your father? Where he was, anything?â
âJust away. He couldnât be with us.â
âIs that ⦠all?â
âShe said he was a good person. She said he was smart. But we couldnât all be together.â
âMatt. Tell me everything you can about the people in your motherâs life. Tell us the names of relatives.â
âWe donât have any.â
âNone? Grandmother, uncle?â
âShe said it was just the two of us.â
Christie looked at Colleen, wondering if he could just keep at the boy. She seemed to nod. âCan you tell me who her friends were? Women friends, work friends, everybody you can think of. And anybody she was dating.â
âShe didnât go for dates.â
âOkay. Other friends?â
âSasha. Her friend Sasha.â
Christie asked, âDid she keep phone numbers somewhere?â
âNear the phone.â
âGood place. Who else was close to the two of youâother friends? Men friends especially. Take your time.â
âI guess Sashaâs boyfriend, Mikhail.â He appeared to think of answers. âAnd Jason. He owns the coffee shop where she works. And the guy from the gallery where she works. Ben.â
âHow many jobs did she have?â
âThree.â
âCan you explain how that worked?â
âMonday, Wednesday, Friday she had school.â
âThis was in the grade schools,â Colleen told Christie. âThat was her main job, teaching painting. Right, Matt?â
âYeah.â
âOther jobs were ⦠what?â
âShe worked in the coffee shop sometimes on other
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