gray at his hairline and in his sideburns. He was quite attractive, but she saw good-looking men all the time and conversed with them without her tongue feeling too big for her mouth, so that clearly wasnât the reason for her unease. Her hands with their manicured fingernails felt awkward. As she picked up the tongs that rested on the ice bucket, it relieved her to have something to do.
To her embarrassment, Alicia had difficulty grasping ice with the tongs; the cubes kept falling out. She laughed to cover her nervousness as she tried repeatedly.
âWhy donât you let me do that?â he offered.
Finally she managed to hold the cubes long enough to drop them into a highball glass. âNo, thatâs all right. Iâve got it, Dev.â She gasped. Where had that come from? Sheâd just overlooked his first name and shortened his surname, and she hardly knew him well enough to be giving him a nickname.
Or did she? Could that be it? Had she met Jack Devlin at some time in the past? When? And if she had, why didnât she remember?
Jack grinned. No one had ever called him âDevâ before. He didnât know how he would feel if it came from anyone else, but coming from Alicia Timberlake he liked it. It gave the impression that he was special to her. A ridiculous notion for someone heâd just met, to be sure, but an appealing one nonetheless. Heâd like to be special to her.
âIâm so sorry,â she said. âI donât know what made me say that.â
âDonât apologize.â
She handed him the glass and managed to get ice cubes into a glass for herself. Maybe if she had a Kamikaze instead of ice water it would help her nerves.
âSo,â she said, careful not to call him by name lest she use the wrong one, âhow does New York compare with Birmingham?â
âActually, theyâre not all that different. I mean, Birmingham is a city. We have tall buildings downtown, just like any other city. And every place has the same services. Restaurants, bars, book stores, dry cleaners, McDonaldâs. Iâve also lived in Galveston and Houston.â He shrugged. âI guess you can say I move around a lot.â
âHave you been to New York before? You look familiar to me somehow.â If she could just figure out where sheâd seen him it would all come back to her, and she could deal with itâ¦whatever it was.
âUhâ¦I was here the second week of June.â He didnât know if he should confess that he remembered seeing her then, not when she so obviously didnât notice him. In an instant he made up his mind. âI did see you during that visit, but just in passing, up at that Cuban restaurant here on the Upper West Side.â He now knew enough about Manhattan geography to pinpoint the section of the city he had eaten in that day, which wasnât far from Aliciaâs apartment. âYou came in as I was leaving. I held the door for you and cast you an admiring look, but I really didnât know you were coming to join Pete and Rhonda.â Again he chuckled. âAlthough I donât know why I didnât figure that out, since the size of our little group had already doubled.â
She looked embarrassed. âIâm afraid I donât remember. I was in a rush that day, trying to catch Rhonda before she left.â
âI didnât expect you to remember me. But thatâs the only time I saw you. Believe me, I would never forget you.â
Warmth spread to her nose and cheeks, and she didnât even try to hide her pleasure. âWell, thank you. But I was thinking in terms of something more than just passing by. Iââ She broke off, realizing it wouldnât do to tell him that his presence unnerved her, but it did. She raised the highball glass to her lips and took a sip. Anything to steady her shaking hands.
âAlicia, the pitcher of Kamikaze is running low. Can I help you
László Krasznahorkai, George Szirtes