that had been a haven, protecting her from the sun and nosy humans, was now a gilded cage. She was trapped by some being, and Freya only knew what.
How could she get away when she had no one to help her?
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Lachlain heard a scarcely squeaking wheel, smelled meat, and limped for the roomâs door. In the hallway, an old man pushing a cart yelped with fright at the sight of him, then stared wordlessly as Lachlain snatched two covered plates from the cart.
Lachlain kicked the door closed. Found steaks and devoured them. Then pounded a hole in the wall at a sharp memory.
Flexing his now bleeding fingers, he sat on the edge of the strange bed, in a strange place and time. He was weary and his leg pained him after running the vampire down. He pulled up his stolen pants and inspected his regenerating leg. The flesh was sunken and wasted.
He tried to push away memories of that loss. But what other recent memories did he have? Only those of being burned to death repeatedly. For what he now knew had been a hundred and fifty years . . . .
He shuddered, sweating, and retched between his knees, but kept himself from vomiting the food he needed so badly. Instead, he ripped his claws through a table by the bed, just preventing himself from destroying everything in sight.
In the last week since his escape, he would be doing well, focusing on his hunt for her and his recovery, seeming to acclimate; then something would put him in a rage. Heâd broken into a manor to steal clothesâthen destroyed everything inside. Anything he didnât recognize and understand, destroyed.
Tonight, heâd been weak, thinking unclearly, his leg still regenerating, and still heâd gone to his knees when heâd finally picked up her scent once more.
But instead of the mate heâd expected, heâd found a vampire. A small, fragile female vampire. He hadnât heard of a female being alive in centuries. The males must have been secretive about them, cloistering them all these years. Apparently the Horde hadnât killed off all of their own women, as the Lore told.
And Christ help him, his instincts still said this pale-haired, ethereal creature was . . . his.
The Instinct screamed inside him to touch her, to claim her. Heâd waited for so long . . . .
He put his head in his hands, trying not to lash out againâto get the beast back in its cage. But how could fate rob him once more? For more than a thousand years, heâd searched for her.
And heâd found her in what he despised with a hatred so virulent he couldnât control it.
A vampire. The way she existed disgusted him. Her weakness disgusted him. Her pale body was too small, too thin, and looked like sheâd break with her first stiff fucking.
Heâd waited a millennium for a helpless parasite.
He heard the squeaking wheel, going much faster past his door, but his hunger was sated for the first time since the ordeal began. With food like tonightâs, he would shake off any physical trace of the torture. But his mind . . .
Heâd been with the female for an hour. Yet it had been an hour during which heâd only had to push the beast back twice. Which was a considerable improvement, since his entire existence was of constant bleakness interrupted only by sharp rages. Everyone said a Lykaeâs mate could soothe his any woeâif she really was his, she had her bloody work cut out for her.
She couldnât be. He must be delusional. He seized on that idea. The last thing heâd regretted before they forced him to the fire was that heâd never found her. Perhaps this was a damaged mind playing tricks. Of course, that was it. Heâd always pictured his mate as a buxom redheaded lass with wolven blood who could handle his lusts, who would revel in the raw ferocity with himânot this fearful wisp of a vampire. Damaged mind. Of course.
He limped to the door