now.â
âAll you do is work,â Troy said, his face set in a mulish look. This didnât bode well. âI want to play.â
âTroy, weâll go to the park after lunch.â
âNo! I want to go now !â he shouted.
Cringing from the high decibel noise coming from the small child, David grit his teeth. âDo not yell at me.â He tried to keep his voice even and calm, like the books had told him to.
âYou promised,â Troy said in the same tone of voice.
Again, David took a deep breath and answered calmly. âDo not raise your voice at me.â His hands gripped the chair, and he noticed that his knuckles were turning white. âWe will go to the park when I am done here.â
âWell, Iâm going to go now,â Troy said. His voice was quieter, but laced with challenge.
âYou are not going to go to the park on your own. We willââ
âYou canât tell me what to do!â Troy screeched. âYouâre not my daddy!â
Davidâs heart sank. The accusation shredded his insides. Heâd been warned that Troy would act out in his grief. David was barely processing his own sorrow at the loss of his brother; he couldnât imagine how hard this had to be for Troy.
Patience , he told himself. He knelt down and gripped Troyâs slender shoulders. Looking into his face, David saw his brother in the jut of Troyâs chin, in the shape of his eyes. Sadness swamped him, making his eyes burn. âI know Iâm not your father. I canât replace Daniel. But, Troy, you and I are all either of us has in this world. We have to figure out how to live together.â
âI donâtwant to live with you anymore.â Troy wrenched free, and he ran toward the front door.
âTroy, no!â David raced after his nephew. Davidâs feet tangled in the Thomas the Tank engine tracks that lay in the middle of the living room, and he fell to his knees as Troy ran out of the house into the wet, cold, rainy day. Without a hat or coat.
Pure panic gripped David. All sorts of horrible scenarios played through his head. âOh, Dear Father in Heaven, please donât let anything happen to him.â The prayer slipped out, surprising him. He wasnât really sure where he stood with God, but heâd been raised to believe. Apparently in a crisis, default mode was to turn to Him.
He jumped to his feet, grabbed his and Troyâs jackets, and chased after his nephew.
CHAPTER
2
S ophie clicked a leash to Riggsâs collar. She was dressed for the rain with mud boots, waterproof pants, and a raincoat over a warm sweater. She knew better than to come to the Pacific Northwest in December unprepared. âCome on, dog. Weâre going to let Grandma rest.â
Grandma had settled in a recliner by the fire, her feet up and a blanket covering her. A book lay open in her lap but her eyes were closed. Sophie smiled with tender affection.
After a filling breakfast and some Christmas planningâÂdecorating the house, shopping online for the family, and recipes to make for their holiday dinnerâGrandma had taken to her chair while Sophie finished unpacking her things into the guest room. Not much had changed in the house since her childhood. The same green comforter covered the trundle bed. The same lace curtains, yellowed with age, hung over the window that looked out on the small backyard.
The hallway was lined with framed photographs, starting with black-and-white images of her grandparents from back when they were first married and moving through time with each subsequent picture. It was like watching her familyâs lives unfold.
Sophie touched the images of her grandfather with fond remembrance. Heâd been a big man with a large laugh. If she closed her eyes and listened she could hear the echo of his laughter filling the house.
In the living room, the knickknacks Sophie had played with as a child still