defeat, Janee came bouncing to the table with Tabby in her arms.
âI found the kitty,â she trilled, all smiles.
But Tabby wasnât happy to be found. The hefty feline wriggled out of Janeeâs arms and sprang onto the tablecloth, knocking over a crystal goblet before jumping into the arms of a startled, swooning Harriet Van Peebles.
The evening ended shortly after thatâa near calamity, but not a total disaster. At the door, as Doug helped Harriet on with her fur coat, Clive told Barbara confidentially, âDonât worry. The hospital will get the money to finish the childrenâs wing. Harriet already made up our minds before we came. She has a warm spot for kids. And as ill-fated as this evening was, one of these days Harriet and I willhave a good laugh over it. And a good laugh is worth a lot when you get to be our age.â
Barbara gave Clive a quick hug. âThank you. This means the world to Doug and meâ¦personally.â
Clive met her gaze with tender, glistening eyes. âTo tell you the truth, Barbara, thatâs why weâre doing it. And if I have anything to say about it, you know the name theyâll give the new childrenâs wing. Itâll be named after your little Caitlin.â
Tears blinded Barbara. The only words that would come were a whispered âThank you.â
After the Van Peebles had gone, Barbara dried her eyes, put a smile in place, and went to find Nancy who was in the kitchen rinsing the dirty dishes. âYou donât have to do that, Nan,â Barbara admonished. âGo to bed. Youâve had a long day.â
âNo, itâs the least I can do, Barb. We never meant to spoil your party.â
âItâs okay. It was a bit rocky there for a while, but no serious harm done. In fact, I think the Van Peebles might actually have enjoyed themselves. At least the night was unforgettable.â
âStill, Iâm sorry for the way Janee behaved.â Nancy looked at Barbara, her eyes shaded with contrition. âSheâs not a naughty child, Barb. You know that. Just curious and spunky. You must remember how impulsive and rambunctious a five-year-old can be.â
The words impaled Barbara. She reeled, wounded, unsteady; she couldnât reply.
Paul entered the kitchen just then with a stack of plates. âNan, be quiet,â he scolded. âYou know they donât talk about that.â
Nancy covered her mouth, stricken. âOh, Iâm so sorry, Barb. Forgive me. I didnât mean anything. I just thought youâd remember how it wasâyou know.â
Somehow Barbara found her voice. âYes. I remember.â
âWhich room do you want us in, Barb?â asked Paul, setting the plates on the counter.
âThe large guest room upstairs at the end of the hall. It has a bathroom connected to a small bedroom for Janee. The beds are made, and clean towels are on the racks.â
Paul brushed a kiss on Barbaraâs forehead. âThanks. You and Doug are the best. What time do you want us up for church?â
Barbara opened the dishwasher and began loading cups and saucers. âWe havenât been going lately,â she said in a small, detached voice.
âYou arenât going to church?â echoed Paul in disbelief.
Barbara turned to face her brother-in-law, but couldnât quite bring herself to meet his gaze. âYou know how it is, Paul. Weâre so busy these days. Doug and I hardly have time for each other.â
âBut church? You used to go every time they opened the doors. You got Nancy and me going.â
âAnd weâll get back one of these days, too,â she assured him. She turned back to her dishes, but she could still feel Paulâs and Nancyâs questioning eyes on her.
Barbara felt a flood of relief when Janee came bounding into the kitchen and diverted their attention. âLook, Mommy, look!â the child cried, bursting with excitement.
August P. W.; Cole Singer