Dadââ
His lips compressed thoughtfully for a second. âThereâs something Iâve got to tell you, Bliss. Something I shouldâve told you about a long time ago.â
For the first time since entering the gleaming room, Bliss felt a premonition of despair. An unidentifiable urgency etched the contours of her fatherâs face and his gaze was steady and hard as it held hers. âOh, God,â she whispered, suddenly weak in the knees. Tears, unbidden, formed in her eyes. âThe doctor found something elseââ
âNo, no,â he was quick to assure her. âIâm gonna be all right, just gotta take care of myself.â
âThen what?â Her shoulders sagged in relief.
He hesitated, muttered an oath under his breath, then said, âIâm gonna get married again.â
âWhat?â She stiffened. Surely she hadnât heard correctly. âMarried? Youâre joking.â He had to be.
âNever been more serious in my life.â His expression told her that he wasnât pulling her leg.
She steadied herself on the rail of his bed, clutching hard enough that her knuckles showed white.
âNow, wait a minuteââ
âIâve waited too long as it is.â
She was missing something here. Something important. âBut Momââ
âIs gone.â
âOh, Lord.â She swallowed back the urge to argue with him and told herself sheâd better hear him out. Maybe he was hallucinating from the drugs, maybe heâd grown attached to one of the nurses attending him and had developed a silly, dependent crush on her, or maybeâcould it be?âhe had a lover. No way.
âSit down.â He waved her into a chair.
Gratefully, she sank into a chair wedged between the bed and the window. âI think youâd better start at the beginning,â she suggested, though she knew she wasnât going to like what she was about to hear. âWhoâwho is thisâ¦this woman?â
âSomeone I love very much.â His smile was weak, but the set of his jaw was as hard as granite, and while the sportscaster on the television spoke in hushed tones as a golfer approached his tee shot, Bliss felt a welling desperation.
âIâI donât understand.â
âI know. Trouble is, neither do I, and Iâve had a lot of time to think about it.â His lips, dry and chapped, curled in over his teeth in a secondâs indecision, and with his free hand he tugged on the crisp white sheet covering his body.
âIs she someone you just met?â
âNo.â The words seemed to ricochet off the stark hospital walls and echo dully in Blissâs heart. âIâve known Brynnie for years.â
âBrynnie?â The name was familiar, but Bliss couldnât place it. âBut Mom just passed awayââ
âThatâs the hard part.â His gaze found hers and she saw the secret lingering in the blue depthsâthe truth that heâd been in love with another woman for years.
Blissâs heart twisted painfully. âNo.â Though she had known her parentsâ marriage had been far from perfect, Bliss had told herself they had loved each other in their own specialâif unconventionalâway. After all, they had celebrated their thirtieth wedding anniversary just this past year. There hadnât been tension or arguments in the house; just a general sense of apathy and drifting apart as theyâd aged. âWho is she?â Bliss asked, cringing inside and feeling suddenly cold as death. âWho is this Brynnie?â
A twinkle lighted her fatherâs faded blue eyes and his lips turned up in a semblance of a smile. Even the skin on his face, paler than his usual tan, seemed to grow a little rosy. Bliss thought she might be sick. He looked like a love-struck teenager. Shifting in the bed, he pulled on the IV again and winced when the tape tugged on the