âFor the past three months, Iâve been dating a man at the university. Heâs asked me to marry him.â
A groan escaped Emmaleeâs lips, and her face turned the color of ashes. Alarmed, Wendy boundedoff the couch, went to Emmalee and put her arm around her motherâs shoulder.
âMother, are you all right?â
Slowly, Emmalee regained her composure, and shrugged off her embrace. When she looked at Wendy, her eyes were filled with anger.
âHow could I be all right when youâve sprung such news on me? Are you pregnant?â
The gasp that escaped Wendyâs lips sounded loud in the uneasy silence of the room.
âOf course not!â
âWell, what else can I think? Youâve been dating someone for months and you havenât even mentioned him before this? Suddenly, he asks you to marry him. Who is this man? Why havenât you told me about him?â
Wendy wanted to say, âBecause I knew youâd react the way you are now.â Instead, she said, âI didnât know how serious he was until today when he asked me to marry him.â
âSurely you didnât accept his proposal!â
âYes, I did.â
Emmalee lunged out of her chair as if a bee had stung her and she walked nervously around the room. Stark fear, mingled with anger, clouded her eyes.
âWhen am I going to meet my future son-in-law?â
âI donât know. Heâs a graduate student at the university, working toward his doctorate. He plans to teach agricultural studies in a college. His family lives in Ohio. His father is seriously ill, and he had to go home today. He doesnât know when heâll come back to Florida.â
Without a word, Emmalee went into her bedroom and slammed the door. Fighting back tears, Wendy turned on the television and stared at the screen the rest of the evening. She had no idea what programs she watched.
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Although, at first, Wendyâs news had stunned Emmalee to silence, the rest of the weekend, during their time together, Emmalee grilled Wendy about Evan.
Did he have any money?
If they married, would she move to Ohio?
When did they plan to marry?
And what about me? Are you going to abandon me?
After two days of this, Wendy was in no mood to deal with Evanâs problems when he called at her momâs apartment. She was more concerned with Evanâs feelings for her, rather than his familyâs troubles, but she did ask immediately, âHow is your father?â
âNot good,â Evan said grimly. âThe doctors have told us heâll live, but his recovery will be slow. He may never regain the strength he had before his stroke. It could take a year for his rehabilitation.â
âIâm sorry, Evan.â
âIâm sorry, too. Not only for Daddy, but for you and me.â
Wendyâs joy over his phone call diminished sharply.
âWhat do you mean?â Wendy asked, a chill starting in the pit of her stomach and pulsing rapidly through the rest of her body. Because of the continualanimosity between Wendy and her mother during the weekend, Wendy realized that her love for Evan had taken second place to her reliance on him as a ticket to a way out of her present situation.
âIt means I canât come back to Florida next semester to finish my research for the doctoral thesis. Iâll have to take over the farm managementâthereâs no one else to do it.â
âBut youâre already registered for next semester!â Wendy said, her body stiff with shock.
âI can probably handle most of the work online. If not, my Ph.D. will have to be postponed.â
âWhat about me?â Wendyâs heart seemed to shout as she voiced the question. But sheâd lived with her motherâs possessiveness long enough to know what it was like to demand attention. Wendy had made up her mind years ago that she wouldnât beg for affection from anyone, and she was