behaving strangely?â
âWell, you know he has been struggling recently. But tonight he seemed excited. He did not even finish his supper. And he kept looking at his watch. He said he was going to meet a friend. I told him he should not go out alone at night. That he would get lost. But he just said he would not be long. And about eight he left.â
She started to cry.
âI told him he was being an old fool. I should never have said that.â
Her body shook in Kubuâs arms.
âI never saw him again!â
âItâs not your fault, Mother. He knew you always loved him. And he loved you too. More than he could show, I think.â
Kubu patted his mother on her back.
âI think you should try to get some sleep now. Iâm sure the police will want to talk to you again tomorrow. Iâll pull the other bed out of your bedroom and sleep here.â
He turned to everyone in the room. âThank you all for being here. I really appreciate it.â
Kubu let go of Amantle and stood up. He took her by the hand. âCome on, Mother. Try to get some sleep.â
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EVEN THOUGH IT was two in the morning, Kubu knew he wouldnât be able to sleep, so he went out to the veranda and sat in the cool air.
I owe everything I have to my parents, he thought.
It was his father who had insisted that Kubu have the best education available; it had been his father who had approached their priest to arrange a scholarship for Kubu to Maru-a-Pula schoolâa school no poor family like Kubuâs would ever be able to afford.
He took a deep breath.
And it was his father who had served the community for years as a wise man and excellent traditional healer. Everyone trusted him.
He brought his fist down on the arm of the chair.
âDamn you! Damn you, you bastard.â
He stood up and gazed across the sleeping houses. Somewhere out there is a murderer, my fatherâs murderer, he thought.
He kicked at the veranda wall.
âDamn you, whoever you are. Damn you!â
âThereâs nowhere for you to hide!â Kubu said, anger boiling inside him. âYouâre not going to get away with this!â
Suddenly, he wanted to see his fatherâs body. To see what the murderer had done. And to say good-bye.
He hurried down the steps and walked briskly toward where the body had been found. He hoped it was still there and hadnât been taken to the mortuary at Princess Marina Hospital.
As he rounded the corner on Litabi Street, he stopped. Halfway down the block was the familiar sight of police cars with flashing lights, people milling about, constables keeping a few gawking spectators in pajamas and dressing gowns from encroaching on the crime scene, and a solitary ambulance, rear doors open.
He took a deep breath and walked toward where his father must be lying.
As he approached the yellow police tape, a constable he didnât recognize stopped him. âSorry, rra. You canât go any further. This is a crime scene.â
âI know itâs a crime scene,â Kubu snapped. âIâm with the CID.â
âIâm sorry, rra. Iâve orders not to let anyone in.â
âItâs my father whoâs been murdered!â Kubu shouted. He pushed the constable aside, ducked under the tape, and strode toward the center of the action.
âStop him!â the constable shouted. âStop him.â
Everyone turned to see what the shouting was about.
A second constable joined the first, and they grabbed Kubuâs arms and pushed him back.
Kubu tried in vain to break free, but the men were young and strong.
âGo back, rra,â the one said. âYouâre not allowed in here.â
Suddenly, Kubu saw Mabaku striding toward him.
âLet him go,â Mabaku told the constables.
They dropped Kubuâs arms but stayed close.
âKubu, you canât come in here. I know you want to see your father, but
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