He had used sign languageâthat meant she had to give him a break.
She was still trying to wrap her mind around that fact. It had been a long time since someone had done something like that for her. Something unexpected.
âWhere did you learn sign language?â
He shrugged. âI picked it up in college. I have a teaching degree, and I thought sign language would be a great second language. Everyone else was studying Spanish, French or German.â
He signed as he spoke, and Willow nodded. She reached to shift again as the speed limit decreased.
âIâm rusty, so youâll have to excuse me if I say the wrong thing.â
âYouâre fine.â And the sooner she dropped him off at the little house surrounded by weeds and rusted-out trucks, the sooner she could get back to her world and to thoughts that were less confusing.
The driveway to his place was barely discernable, just a dirt path mixed in with weeds and one broken reflector to show where it was safe to turn. She slowed, not sure what to do. The trailer hooked to her truck jolted a little as the vehicle decelerated and the bulls shifted, restless for home.
âDonât pull in. You wonât be able to turn the truck.â
She agreed with him on that. She didnât have a desire to get stuck or to have a flat tire. Not with a load of homesick bulls in a stock trailer hooked to the back of her truck.
âBut what are you going to do about tonight? Do you even have electricity?â
âI dropped off flashlights and a few other necessities this morning. Donât worry, Iâll be fine.â In the light of the cab he had stopped signing, but he spoke facing her.
The snoring from the far side of the cab had stopped. Aunt Janie sat up, yawning. âClint, donât tell me you plan on staying here tonight?â
âThere isnât that much night left, Janie. Iâll be fine. Take Willow home, and get some rest. Sheâs got to be tired after the day you two put in.â
âYouâve had a long day, too.â Willow pushed aside something that felt like anger, but maybe came from leftover feelings of inadequacy.
It had more to do with the past than with the present. It had to do with Brad telling their limo driver to take her home while he went into town, to a party that would have been too stressful for her to attend.
Alone. Sheâd always been at home alone. And sheâd been sent away when she failed to meet expectations. The past, she reminded herself. It was all in the past and God had restored her life, showing her that she didnât belong in a corner alone.
She mattered to God. He had given her an inner peace and the ability to believe in herself.
âYouâre right about that.â He stood in the open door, holding Janieâs hand as she got back into the truck. âYou two have a good night. See you tomorrow.â
Tomorrow. When he would invade her life. Willow couldnât really thank him for that, not if he was going to be another person who found it easy to believe her hearing loss meant she couldnât take care of herself.
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Clint woke up after a short few hours of sleep, stiff and sore, his arm throbbing against his chest. He rolled over on the sleeping bag and stared out the cobweb-covered window, sodirty that it might as well have had a curtain covering it. His savings account had seemed more than enough until he got a good look at this place.
Six months since his last visit home and two years since heâd been in this house. It looked like the dust had been there since then, or before. Not to mention his dadâs old truck, tires flat and the frame rusting, growing weeds at the side of the house.
His dad had moved to a house in town two years earlier, and then to the nursing home. It hadnât been easy, putting him there, knowing he needed full-time care.
Clintâs phone rang, and he reached for it, dragging it to his ear as he