the bottom step, hugging the banister. Never before had the dim lighting down here bothered her. There were only two bare ceiling bulbs sending fingers of light into the darkness spreading under the entire house. Junk was piled everywhere: boxes, old furniture, a rusted bicycle, broken toys, a doll buggy, a crib, a deskâmaybe that could be cleaned up for Zachâfile cabinets, chairs, a dining table. A good place to hide something, she thought. Like a body.
Tim banged away, said it needed two new pieces, and banged some more.
âMommy!â
The edge of panic in Bonnieâs voice had her racing up the stairs. In the kitchen, the little girl stood in the center of spilled orange juice that soaked the front of her clothes, dripped off the table, and puddled in a widening circle around the dropped jug.
âGo change your clothes,â Caley snapped.
Bonnieâs bottom lip trembled and tears filled her eyes.
Oh, God. âIâm sorry, love. Itâs all right.â She gave the child a one-armed hug, kissed her, and patted her on the fanny. âGet something dry on. Itâs all right.â
Nothing was all right. Sheâd just yelled at her baby, she had orange juice all over the kitchen, and she had a weird guy in the basement. Tears prickled at her eyes.
âIâll take care of it, Mom,â Zach said.
âZachââ Hang on, donât snivel. âYou are a great kid. Thanks.â
She found Bonnie in the bedroom, shivering so hard she couldnât manage the buttons on her shirt. Caley peeled off the wet clothes, slipped a dry sweatshirt over the little girlâs head, gathering pale hair loose from the neckline, and pulled on a pair of sweatpants. She carried Bonnie into the living room, sat on one end of the couch, and wrapped a quilt around both of them. She hummed softly. Adam, still mesmerized by television, sat on the other end.
Horses galloped across the television and guns blazed. Struggle as she might, she still dozed.
Gradually muscles, tensed to protect her from the cold, began to relax as warmth crept in like soft spring air.
She dreamed.
God, with a mass of fuzzy white hair and the repairmanâs eyes, put her in an elevator and pressed a button labeled HELL. The elevator descended. When it reached bottom, the doors opened to gigantic, roaring, leaping flames. Hands grabbed her arms and legs, swung her back, and pitched her in.
âMom! Mom, wake up!â Zach shook her shoulder. âWe got a problem!â
âAdam?â She shot up. âBonnie?â
âTheyâre fine. In the bedroom. Mom, the furnace wonât turn off.â
âTurn it down.â She slumped back against the lumpy couch.
âIt is down. It doesnât matter. It keeps roaring.â
She untangled herself from the quilts and got to her feet. Hot hot. The room swayed. It had gotten dark while she dozed. Somebody had turned on all the lights. Adam, maybe; he didnât like the dark. She headed for the basement.
âMom, heâs gone.â
âGone,â she repeated stupidly.
âWake up, Mom. We have to do something.â
She shook her head, then wished she hadnât.
âCall them.â Zach handed her a bill. She owed six hundred and eighty-five dollars.
âCall. Iâll open windows.â
She punched in the number on the invoice and, rather shrilly, explained the situation to the male voice on the other end of the line.
âItâs the blower,â he said, superior male to ditzy female. âTakes several minutes before it shuts off.â
âItâs been several hours and nothing has shut off.â
âIâll send someone out first thing in the morning.â Bored unworried voice.
âNo,â Caley said. â Right now. He just left. Get him back here.â
Pause. âIâll try his pager.â
She slammed down the receiver, used ticking seconds to track down a number, then called