place. Her confidence and her spunk had been an incredible turn-on, especially when he was used to dating âproperâ women. The kind who would keep him grounded, who wouldnât tempt him from within the safe place heâd carved out for himself and back into the dark side. But she hadnât been nearly as wicked as she wanted people to believe. In fact, sheâd coaxed him farther out into the light than any other woman had managed.
Nathan spotted Beth and headed in her direction. He didnât doubt for a second that she knew the baby was his. And the look on her face as he approached said she knew that he knew. âShe swore us to secrecy,â Beth said before he could get a word out.
âYou should have told me.â
She snorted. âLike you didnât already know.â
âHow could I have?â
âCome on, Nathan. You break up with a woman and a month later she turns up pregnant, and youâre telling me you didnât even suspect it was yours?â
Of course he had. He kept waiting for a call from Ana. He trusted that if the child was his she would have the decency to tell him. When he didnât hear from her he just assumed the baby was another manâs, which heâd taken to mean that sheâd wasted no time moving on. Which he couldnât deny stung like hell.
Turned out there really hadnât been anyone elseâat least, not that he knew of. That wasnât much of a consolation at this point.
âIt was wrong of her to keep it from me,â he told Beth.
âYes, it was. Butâand she would kill me if she knew I was telling you thisâyou broke her heart, Nathan. She was devastated when you ended the relationship. So, please, cut her a little slack.â
That was no excuse to keep his child from him. âI have to go. Give the birthday girl a kiss for me.â
Bethâs brow cinched with worry. âGo easy on her, Nathan. You have no idea what sheâs been through the past year and a half. The pregnancy, the birthâ¦she did everything on her own.â
âThat was her choice. At least she had one.â Feeling angry and betrayed by people he trusted, Nathan turned and headed toward the parking lot. Although, honestly, what had he expected? He and Leo had drifted since their college days, and Beth was Anaâs cousin. Had he really expected her to break the confidence of a family bond for a casual acquaintance? If that were the case, should Nathan have felt compelled in college to tell Beth how many times he had come back to the frat house to find her husband Leo, then her steady boyfriend, in his room with another girl?
Besides, he thought, as he slipped behind the wheel of his Porsche, maybe he had suspected the baby was his and deep down didnât want to know the truth. Maybe thatâs why he never called her, never confirmed for his own peace of mind. Maybe the truth scared the hell out of him. What would he do if it was his kid? What would he tell Adam Blair, his boss and CEO of Western Oil? He was having a child who just happened to be the grandson of the owner of the companyâs leading competitor. That would have been a disaster then, but now, since the explosion at the refinery, and the suspicion that Birch Energy might somehow be involved, it was a whole new ball game. Not only could he kiss goodbye any chance at the soon-to-be-open CEO position, he would probably lose the job he already had.
Besides, what the hell did he know about being a father, other than the fact that he didnât want to be anythinglike his own father? But the margin for error was still astronomical.
Heâd been to Anaâs condo in Raven Hill so many times he drove there on autopilot. When he pulled into the driveway, a white luxury SUV was already parked there. She must have traded in her sports car for something more practical. Because that was what responsible parents did. And despite everything, he didnât