for Alaska there hadnât been time for much conversation. Their intense hunger for each other had overwhelmed them both. Justine didnât need words to know how Seth felt. His lovemaking proved it again and again.
That weekend seemed like a dream now, and she wondered if what theyâd discovered could possibly be real.
At the restaurant, Warren and Justine were seated outside. The patio wouldnât be open much longer. Already autumn was in the air, but Warren chose to dine alfresco instead of at a table inside, knowing she enjoyed the sunshine.
âI hope we can still be friends,â Warren said, smiling as the waitress handed them menus.
âThat would be nice.â She told herself again that lunch every now and then wouldnât bother her husband. Seth wasnât the jealous type and for that matter, neither was she.
Justine and Warren had a common interest in the financial world, so there was plenty to discuss. Their conversation over lunch went smoothly and the ache in Justineâs heart had lessened by the time they finished. She still missed Seth dreadfully, but didnât feel nearly as alone and lost as she had earlier in the day. Warren hadnât asked to see her again, hadnât pressured her at all. After lunch they said farewell outside the bank, she thanked him for the meal and he left.
Later that afternoon, as she drove toward her apartment,Justineâs spirits were high, higher than theyâd been all week. But when she approached the row of mailboxes outside her building complex, she hesitated, afraid to find out if there was a letter from Seth.
She needed to be reassured of his love because her greatest fear was that he regretted their sudden marriage. Her heart pounded as she unlocked the box and slid out the mail.
No letter.
She sorted through the advertisements, junk mail and two bills a second time, just to be sure. Another Friday night alone in front of the television, she thought. She could phone her mother, but Olivia had been dating Jack Griffin from the Cedar Cove Chronicle and was probably busy, anyway. Feeling defeated, Justine walked into her apartment and tossed her mail on the kitchen counter, kicking off her heels.
A few weeks ago, she wouldâve relished a Friday night to herself. Warren almost always had plans for them. But all of that was irrelevant now, and feeling sorry for herself didnât serve any useful purpose. If she missed Seth, then she should do something that would make her feel close to him.
His sailboat came immediately to mind. The Silver Belle was moored at the marina and Seth had given her the key. When he wasnât fishing in Alaska he lived aboard the vessel. Or at least he had until their marriage. They hadnât even talked about where theyâd live when he got backâ¦. That could wait, but right now, she needed the comfort of being in his home, among his things. If she spent the night there, she could wrap herself in his blanket, sleep in his clothes, breathe in his scent. Sheâd slept there several times and always felt better.
Pleased with the idea, Justine changed out of her business suit and into jeans and a sweatshirt. She collected a novel, anew CD for her Walkman and fresh clothes for the morning. Sheâd pick up dinner on the way to the marina.
Sheâd just reached the parking lot when she realized sheâd left her cell phone behind. If Seth phoned, heâd call that number. Heading back to the apartment, she unlocked the door and opened it to hear the muted peal of her phone. She lurched for it, pushing the talk button with a sense of urgency.
âHello, hello!â she shouted. âSeth? Seth, is that you?â
Only a dial tone greeted her question. Quickly she checked Caller IDâthe number was unfamiliar, although prefaced by 907, the Alaska area code. She punched it in, letting the phone ring ten times before finally giving up.
Grinding her teeth with frustration,